Each person has their own concern, so why should I share my story to them as if they could help me solve it. It is not neccessary and even absurd somehow. The point is that who will care about something that is irrelevant to themselves. Perharps they listen unwillingly and think I am annoying. That is why I just want to keep myself away from gossip, make a mysteric feeling. The outside world is full of infidelious, and I am not willing to annoy others.